Saturday, November 22, 2008
month november had been a hectic one, im saying like its already december but i felt like im on the verge of breaking down. things havent been smooth sailing from school work to my rugby life. lots of ups and downs like coming in 2nd for WTL, winning the COO Mens Open Catergory with the youth squad players and now im no chosen to be in the Under 21 Mens team for New Zealand Trip. Instead they offered leon and me a spot for the manager role and i still get to go to New Zealand. So now, im to decide whether to follow them to NZ in january from 13-20th.
Pros and Cons in going there.
For Pros,
-experience the competition level there by the side
-sigh seeing there with my friends
For Cons,
-i dont get to experience the game play personally.
im really keen on going to NZ but now i must see if they will allow 1 more person to go cos managerial spot have only 1.
more stuff to worry now, maybe im not good enough to be representing singapore. lots to work on and even for other tests which are coming up. WORK HARD KENNETH!
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
off to malaysia for 3 days, back on sunday evening!
all the best TEAM NP, win RP and bring home the gold throphy!
MISS YOU ALL!
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
For the past few months, things hasnt been smooth sailing. One problem after another and it seemed never ending. Everytime you think you solved an issue, another issue will arise and its always from the same person. i will learn to suck it up, search for an answer to that problem and learn from it. Hopefully, thanks to all the problem you caused, we will grow stronger and closer than ever.
Its been 3 weeks sinced school started, work after work and projects after projects have already been assigned to us. Time to start the engine and get the work done rather than procastinate and things will never be done. Other than having lousy lecturers which are so strict, of cos ive no issues about their teaching methods but i dont like it when they actually note down how late you enter class. For me, 15mins late, 30mins late and then 45 mins late, always 15mins later! haaa. :) but now i cant afford to be late as he threatened to send out warning letter to us as he will mark us absent.
i want to drive my own car out, instead of always sitting people's car. sighhh!
made it to National Reserve Squad, sighh, main reason i guess is because of my attendence. out of 6 trainings, only attended twice! hopefully i will make it to New Zealand, and be exposed to national game standard! sighh! i really want to go! :(
anyway, i will miss class and my final game against RP for the 1st position on saturday. darn it, i will be overseas in malaysia,desaru for 3 days. i will miss everyone especially you! boo~
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
almost lost two close team mates, i hope i managed to salvage whatever i can the past 2 days. im happy i got A back, but i guess im on the verge of losing the other one. anyway i didnt expect one of my friends to be the one "backstabbing" the organizers, twisting the facts. im utterly disappointed as i covered your ass whenever someone said about you and if this is the way you are going to repay me ive nothing to say. im blind! after todays incident, hope everything is cool cos im tired of listening and repeating myself for this few days. enough is enough, let bygones be bygones!
you can call me Mr Emotional, which guy tears over losing a friend? maybe only someone like me? call me whatever you want, i treasure/cherish every friend i have and i hate losing them.
lets reminisce the past of my cca.
our guys team used to have a few of us, officially touch rug guys is only caleb, yeehwee and me. theres a hand few of others but they had other cca other than touch rugby so i dont include them. ameer and aloysius joined awhile later, only then we had more substitutes as we are already halfway through NTL (national touch league) that time. yuehao and russell joined after ameer and aloysius and some changed cca like russell. NP Mixed Team got 1st for Mixed Category B which is really an achievement. before more guys joined, coach told us about shutting the guys team down and told us we can come down for fun touch. been through so much, achieved so much as a team and now seeing us tearing apart seriously hurts.
im leaving after polympics, though im reluctant but ive caused you guys to split apart. sorry guys.
long day tomorrow, 8-5pm every friday. suckss.
SNOOZE peeps.
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Monday, October 13, 2008
Lesson for this month:
always be sure you made the right decision, if not you will have to suffer the consequences in silent.
my guys team just suffered a huge blow, due to bad decision made by the organising committee. whats done is already done, mistakes wont be repeated and i just hope everything will be cool after this week. i doubt the guys in my team knows my blog but if you happened to chase upon it, IM SORRY.
its a pitty our guys will be or at least might be forfeiting the game on saturday, but seriously we came such a long way and getting a 5th position with SP, RP, UWC and Konsberg below us is really an achievement and im really proud of you guys! if this really marks the end of our team, ive nothing more to comment about it.
first day of school today, ended up just catching up with my classmates and finding oats, eudora, damian, gerald, stefen and gen in the library to have hotdogs and a cup of bubble tea and OF COS a smoke break. WHOOTS. tried to settle some issues today and i got some results, rather pleased with it. :)
had dinner with russ, damian & eudora at Al Ameen to chat about this incident, chilled abit at Bukit Timah Market and it marks the end of my day today. feeling rather sleepy and tired, might be because this incident took it toll on me and the pressure of my TP coming real real soon is stressing me out too. sighhh.
ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF! HEHE. (for those who know keep it a secret for me)
SNOOZE PEEPS!
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
Feels like the rebirth of a new kenneth!
i know it sounded a little bullshit but really trying to change ones character is really hard but i can say its do-able! all in the mind.
WTL is coming to an end with NP losing to all the clubs except 1 (Kongsberg Shadows) and beating other schools like RP and UWC. One more game left in the league against SP, and we MUST win them. Simply for 2 reasons, one would be for my vice-capt Aloysius and secondly cause RP won SP. :) settle the bad blood once and for all.
Currently injured!
1) swelled joint on my right thumb
2) right knee
3) my old injury on my left wrist is back.
DARN IT!
during SP game. exhuasted!
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Finalised Team will be out on Friday so people wish me luck!
i think i wont be able to make it into the team! Reason is really simple, the team is dominated by SP and RP people and to make it into the team is really going to be difficult. i really cant click with their playing styles!
All the best to my NP team guys who went for trials too like Caleb and Yuehao. :)
Cheers people!
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