life

Trip to New Zealand?

2008-11-22T23:33:00.000-08:00

month november had been a hectic one, im saying like its already december but i felt like im on the verge of breaking down. things havent been smooth sailing from school work to my rugby life. lots of ups and downs like coming in 2nd for WTL, winning the COO Mens Open Catergory with the youth squad players and now im no chosen to be in the Under 21 Mens team for New Zealand Trip. Instead they offered leon and me a spot for the manager role and i still get to go to New Zealand. So now, im to decide whether to follow them to NZ in january from 13-20th.

Pros and Cons in going there.

For Pros,
-experience the competition level there by the side
-sigh seeing there with my friends

For Cons,
-i dont get to experience the game play personally.

im really keen on going to NZ but now i must see if they will allow 1 more person to go cos managerial spot have only 1.

more stuff to worry now, maybe im not good enough to be representing singapore. lots to work on and even for other tests which are coming up. WORK HARD KENNETH!

2008-11-06T08:34:00.000-08:00

off to malaysia for 3 days, back on sunday evening!
all the best TEAM NP, win RP and bring home the gold throphy!
MISS YOU ALL!

2008-11-05T04:28:00.000-08:00

For the past few months, things hasnt been smooth sailing. One problem after another and it seemed never ending. Everytime you think you solved an issue, another issue will arise and its always from the same person. i will learn to suck it up, search for an answer to that problem and learn from it. Hopefully, thanks to all the problem you caused, we will grow stronger and closer than ever.

Its been 3 weeks sinced school started, work after work and projects after projects have already been assigned to us. Time to start the engine and get the work done rather than procastinate and things will never be done. Other than having lousy lecturers which are so strict, of cos ive no issues about their teaching methods but i dont like it when they actually note down how late you enter class. For me, 15mins late, 30mins late and then 45 mins late, always 15mins later! haaa. :) but now i cant afford to be late as he threatened to send out warning letter to us as he will mark us absent.

i want to drive my own car out, instead of always sitting people's car. sighhh!

made it to National Reserve Squad, sighh, main reason i guess is because of my attendence. out of 6 trainings, only attended twice! hopefully i will make it to New Zealand, and be exposed to national game standard! sighh! i really want to go! :(

anyway, i will miss class and my final game against RP for the 1st position on saturday. darn it, i will be overseas in malaysia,desaru for 3 days. i will miss everyone especially you! boo~

FRIENDSHIP!

2008-10-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

almost lost two close team mates, i hope i managed to salvage whatever i can the past 2 days. im happy i got A back, but i guess im on the verge of losing the other one. anyway i didnt expect one of my friends to be the one "backstabbing" the organizers, twisting the facts. im utterly disappointed as i covered your ass whenever someone said about you and if this is the way you are going to repay me ive nothing to say. im blind! after todays incident, hope everything is cool cos im tired of listening and repeating myself for this few days. enough is enough, let bygones be bygones!

you can call me Mr Emotional, which guy tears over losing a friend? maybe only someone like me? call me whatever you want, i treasure/cherish every friend i have and i hate losing them.

lets reminisce the past of my cca.
our guys team used to have a few of us, officially touch rug guys is only caleb, yeehwee and me. theres a hand few of others but they had other cca other than touch rugby so i dont include them. ameer and aloysius joined awhile later, only then we had more substitutes as we are already halfway through NTL (national touch league) that time. yuehao and russell joined after ameer and aloysius and some changed cca like russell. NP Mixed Team got 1st for Mixed Category B which is really an achievement. before more guys joined, coach told us about shutting the guys team down and told us we can come down for fun touch. been through so much, achieved so much as a team and now seeing us tearing apart seriously hurts.

im leaving after polympics, though im reluctant but ive caused you guys to split apart. sorry guys.

long day tomorrow, 8-5pm every friday. suckss.
SNOOZE peeps.

2008-10-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

Lesson for this month:
always be sure you made the right decision, if not you will have to suffer the consequences in silent.

my guys team just suffered a huge blow, due to bad decision made by the organising committee. whats done is already done, mistakes wont be repeated and i just hope everything will be cool after this week. i doubt the guys in my team knows my blog but if you happened to chase upon it, IM SORRY.

its a pitty our guys will be or at least might be forfeiting the game on saturday, but seriously we came such a long way and getting a 5th position with SP, RP, UWC and Konsberg below us is really an achievement and im really proud of you guys! if this really marks the end of our team, ive nothing more to comment about it.

first day of school today, ended up just catching up with my classmates and finding oats, eudora, damian, gerald, stefen and gen in the library to have hotdogs and a cup of bubble tea and OF COS a smoke break. WHOOTS. tried to settle some issues today and i got some results, rather pleased with it. :)

had dinner with russ, damian & eudora at Al Ameen to chat about this incident, chilled abit at Bukit Timah Market and it marks the end of my day today. feeling rather sleepy and tired, might be because this incident took it toll on me and the pressure of my TP coming real real soon is stressing me out too. sighhh.

ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF! HEHE. (for those who know keep it a secret for me)
SNOOZE PEEPS!

New Life

2008-09-28T11:24:00.000-07:00

Feels like the rebirth of a new kenneth!
i know it sounded a little bullshit but really trying to change ones character is really hard but i can say its do-able! all in the mind.

WTL is coming to an end with NP losing to all the clubs except 1 (Kongsberg Shadows) and beating other schools like RP and UWC. One more game left in the league against SP, and we MUST win them. Simply for 2 reasons, one would be for my vice-capt Aloysius and secondly cause RP won SP. :) settle the bad blood once and for all.

Currently injured!
1) swelled joint on my right thumb
2) right knee
3) my old injury on my left wrist is back.

DARN IT!

during SP game. exhuasted!

National Team Selections.

2008-09-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

Finalised Team will be out on Friday so people wish me luck!
i think i wont be able to make it into the team! Reason is really simple, the team is dominated by SP and RP people and to make it into the team is really going to be difficult. i really cant click with their playing styles!

All the best to my NP team guys who went for trials too like Caleb and Yuehao. :)

Cheers people!

Brothers BEFORE Hoes!!

2008-09-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

REFLECTION!

Guessed this is the price to pay for being such a player before. i mean its really nothing to hide, i rather let people know that i am and im willing to change my ways! currently im working on it and ive seen improvements in myself. Glad you really didnt lead me on and a sigh of relieve that everything is finally over. Brothers before hoes man, i love this phrase!

Havent been doing much during the holidays except spending time with my brothers like Gerald, YeeHwee and my team mates. Kerrie is being an exception cos of gerald and seriously, holland unknowingly became my 2nd home now. ive spent like, i can say safely 90% of my time there with gerald. "Lepak" my time away at night and just smoking, drinking and sharing our woes with each other.

On a Side Note.

Time to move on from School Level of game play to Club Level now, considering which clubs to join. Wonderers, Bucks, Wantocks or SRC? i feel school playing style cant keep me satisfied now, and its really time to move on. i shouldve listened to coach from the start and just move to SRC from year 2. wasted a year just training in school level and just realised it can satisfy me. My thirst for WIN is too HIGH!

National Training.

I will be back to National Training on Sunday, if i make it back onto the team most probably i will be in New Zealand representing Singapore for games over there in March. I WANT SINGAPORE JERSEY!! :) hope they have 14 for me i will be even happier.

2008-09-04T11:04:00.001-07:00

basically, im here to whine again about relationship and all so if you wana spare yourself of all these bullship please click the cross on the top right hand corner.

whatever comes around goes around so people out there, please think twice before doing anything cos it will get back at you sooner or later. basically, im a jerk who is currently trying to change his spots which i find it rather hard to do currently but im trying. AT LEAST IM TRYING HERE.

i managed to be more patient with my parents so i can safely say that i can cross that out from my list.

currently, im still thinking about this question: " who will remember me for what i am when i die " preferbly for the good things ive done.

OH, by the way, birdie (eudora) says HI to all the readers here. :)
thanks for listening to my bullshit yo.

My Goals And Aims In Life?

2008-08-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

My mom asked me a question: " Kenneth what you wana do in the future?"

frankly speaking, ive no idea maybe i wana be an entreprenuer, start my own business and do what i like to do. ive been thinking alot, i felt that ive matured in my thinking ways and no longer what i used to be. Hope everyone will look at me with a different perspective. at least give me a chance to prove ive changed though i knwo people will tell me a leapord will never change its spots.

i feel like people will never change till they met a huge blow in their life or when half their body is near entering the coffin. wakening call!

Kenneth Treasures All His Friends!
im sad that friends come and go. why cant we stay in contact all the time? 24 hours a day? isit enough?

lots to think and correct this holiday.
NIGHTS PEOPLE!

My Life.

2008-08-20T04:28:00.000-07:00

Ive not been leading a proper good boy life for a few years now. been telling people i want to chage the life im leading now but as you know action speaks louder than words and im not put my words into actions. ive been disappointing people on after another and this time i shall make promises which i know im sure i can keep. i spent my night thinking about the actions i did at Holland Starbucks last night with gerald. he was studying while i just sat there and penned my thoughts down.

i shall share what i penned down!
- Stop playing and be Serious.
- No _____
- Be a Better Man like Yeehwee.
- I shall not succumb to temptation!

im not happy with the life im leading now but i shall keep my promise to the above but i cant guarantee my character will be as perfect as yeehwees but i will try. this is not to copy him though, but he is really a role model to people.

Yeehwee is a "bastard", LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE BRO! 2 shocks consecutively and lucky ive quite a strong heart to withstand those shocks you gave me. Nice seeing my sister and my best bud back in SINGAPORE again. WELCOME HOME PEOPLE!

been drinking alot the past few days with my best pals at my place! final presentation is over, attachment is over and now life seemed so meaningless and im just like wasting time away every single day. Dad wants me back in GAC to work but im reluctant to as i really didnt like the working environment there. being treated like slave isint the way i want my working life to be. i can cape with stress and the heavy work load but this isint the way i want it to be.

IM DAMN DEPRESSED NOW AND I THINK IM GOING MIA FOR A PERIOD OF TIME SO IF CAN PLEASE DONT CONTACT ME AS I WANT SOMETIME ALONE! THANKS ALOT!

2008-08-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

attachment is finally over, end of those long working days but somehow i dont feel joy in me at all. i feel so sad just the thought of seperating away from my colleagues makes me feel so depressed and sad. the attachment is already there, being attached to a company for 6 months, 8 hours a day seeing them and working hand in hand with them.now its all over, should i be feeling happy?

sighhh!

time to complete my report and it will be all over. everything due on tuesday next week and a final presentation. i cant wait to be back in NP with my class mugging for the last semester and worrying and stressing over every single project being thrown at us.

kenneth will miss everyone at GAC. thanks for the wonderful times you gave me. i will visit you all when im free.

10 more working day!

2008-07-26T11:25:00.000-07:00

officially counting down to end of attachment! work took the toll on me, wearing thin now! sheesh. bear it with kenneth, suck it up! last lap to go Lo4 if you all still remember and know such class actually existed.

i skipped one national training, heard from my friends i was damn slack compared to the first training i attended. damn it, should have went! soccer with my sec school mates tomorrow. finally, after so so so long i get to meet them and play again! whoo. cheers!! hopefully i wont deprove so much.

girls didnt do very well for their POL-ITE games, oh wells, you all will do much better next time! dont brood over it and move on, time to improve and train harder for the next meet! GO GO! anyway as for me, time to move on to club level and i will consider joining SRC Six Packs. :)

weekend is ending real soon, sunday is here and soon will be a new week. reports to complete, poster and final PPT to do in so little time. dammn it! i hate this!

quit smoking for the 2nd day and counting. bear with it kenneth, i need encouragement.

night people!

IM TIRED!

2008-07-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

working have been really taxing and i feel so piled up with work. ive started couting down till end of attachment excluding weekends, ive about 17 more days. this is the first time im looking forward to National Day which is one day after my attachment ends. shiokness.

anyway i wont be going to Taiwan already i guess, change of plans might go to Bangkok or something. oh wells, will know our final plans by end of this week. lots to do after attachment end, like final report, ppt and also a poster to do. sheesh! i wonder how i am going to cope.

last week had Youth@Touch tournament which our guys could have easily been the champions if not because of a few factors.
1) not hitting the right gaps.
2) drop balls
3) lack of substitutes

we could have beat SP Burners Alpha like 2 to 5 if not cos of a few drop balls. we got 2nd in the end and SP Burners Alpha got 1st. Our girls got 2nd losing to RP in the end and our junior guys got 3rd which is beyond expections.

im thinking whether to go for National Training this sunday or i should put my driving in front of thing else.

I WANT MY LICIENSE!!! :(

2008-07-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

NATIONAL TRAINING.

my attachment is officially going to end soon! im looking forward to National Day too if you get my drift. i think work is getting kinda screwed these few days like making alot of mistakes, too many mistakes in fact that i got so pissed with myself. instructions from my colleagues told me to send the cargo to this place and yet i can overlook it. HOW HOW! FUCK YOURSELF,SUCK IT UP! :( :(

knee is kinda busted now, cant perform as well as last time though everything seemed ok in the game but after games, knee aches and hurts occassionally. YOU ARE SO FUCKED KENNETH!

FRIDAY.
hanged out with gerald,russell and haozhi after work on friday. russell slept like a pig, haozhi too who slept with gum in his mouth and could actually wake up and start chewing it again, which made me think that he was actually chewing his tongue or something. they all bastard me by falling asleep and leaving me all alone to watch 2 episodes of HEROS Season 2. fuckers! haa. finally when i decided to go home and sleep they called me and told me to turn back and we are going supper! WTF. russ drove us over to his place to get some stuff and down to The Prate House for supper or should i say early breakfast. went back to geralds place to slack awhile before they all went to NP Alumni Club for a swim and gerald went for his contact selections. totally fun night. GAYSHITS.

SATURDAY.
spent my entire saturday sleeping and watching WANTED online. highly recommended to watch though i heard the ending sucked. sorry cant comment much about it as i watched it online and the buffering near the ending took too long so i decided to just off my computer. went to sit at the coffee shop near my house and "rokok" awhile with my friends.

SUNDAY.
went for National Trials today for touch rugby. kinda screwed up cos most guys from other schools werent informed about it so i presume next training even more guys will appear so for today just 4 guys and the rest are girls. physical was a total killer i swear. lunges was the bomb really and now my legs are aching like mad. ended with 15mins of game and so to conclude for the training, 2hrs45mins of physical training! POWER! russ drove eudora,caleb and i back to NP Alumni Club to wash up there and guess what haozhi took my card so ended up i had to sneak into the toilet to bath. the part which totally annoyed me was the fact that im actually a member and yet i cant use the washroom cos i couldnt produce a card as an evidence. i can provide my I/C number which is at the back of my Alumni Card. i had to be signed in as guest which i have to pay 3bucks to use the facilities. BULLSHIT... NO WAY! "leipak" at geralds place again with his girlfriend adelyn and the rest of us. ASH is duper cute i swear. I MEANT HIS DOG! eudora having withdrawal from smoking and soon will be my turn cos im quiting after this pack. how am i going to survive!

time to sleep. work and driving lessons tomorrow. nights people.

note:
1) taiwan trip is coming up!
2) quit smoking
3) National Team Selections
4) Rugby Fun Touch (12 July)
5) end of attachment.

:) :) :) :) :)

2008-06-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

i am currently hooked on SecondHand Serenade songs.

their lyrics is really touching and kinda applies to those broken hearts out there. heres a song which i really liked though its already an old song but i still love it nonetheless.

Fall for You,SecondHand Serenade.

on a side note,
went out with my team mates yesterday to town after been avoiding town for a long time. last time was with my classmates, had dinner at Fish & Co. everyone around me is getting attached, everyone except me. wheres my ladyluck! sianscore. anyway RP will be coming down next Tuesday for a friendly against us. they wana play against our junior team but i guess they sure will bring their seniors down too. heard lewis is coming down too. JOKE! haa. i booked my first practical next friday after my work. i will be so so nervous that day when my two hands touches the steering wheel or maybe i might have natural talent and would be able to pass everything on first try except theortically wise. haa. ok better stop day dreaming.

attachment is like ending in about 1months and 2 weeks time. time really flies and soon 6 months would be over in a blink of an eye. hang in there interns!

2008-06-16T07:56:00.000-07:00

NTU TOUCH ATTACK (SUNDAY)

weather was sunny, scotching hot that day. had about 21 teams for Mixed Touch Open, met people from SP,JCs and ITE. my team (NP Starburst) consists of Eudora,CC,Peishan,Yuehao,Hao Zhi and i and SSTYMCRY consists of Aloysius,Ameer,RusselL,Maxine,Shi-Han and Mei Yi. my team did well for our first 3 games. 3-0,4-0 and 3-2 won all the games of cos. (correct me if i got the scores wrong though) our last game against Tomoko Lions was like crap i swear cos our structure and what thing we wana do wasnt there. we lost to them finally 2-0 and gerald was a betrayer haaaa!!! KIDDING AH BRO.

our girls team did really really well. they made it to the finals and lost to RP. well done girls really!

went to hospital to see a doc later at night. had gastric flu all the sudden and i vomitted like twice all the sudden and had a real trobbing headache. doctor only gave me a day of mc for today but i felt much better so i went out to get some stuff first.

Today.
got some chips for poker and a nice deck of card. im going to collect poker cards from now on so if you have any nice cards and purchase and give me as a gift if you see them overseas.

gerald,russell and adelyn came over to vist me today. real sweet of them to get me stuff to munch on. got a note from adelyn which really cheered me up duper cute note. :)

On a Side Note:

1)planning for my taiwan trip will be 1st of july which i will comfirm the departure date and other stuff.

2)my jersey number will be 24 for this season. :)

2008-06-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

Saturday:
made it home finally this morning like 7am, as i stayed over at geralds house. i was totally unprepared for the stay over but to hell with it. bunked in with russel in gerald's home. played with lil ash (geralds dog) who was duper adorable i swear. had supper and we headed downstairs to just enjoy the wee hours wind,smoke and just talk about everything under the sun. i really like this kinda of lifestyle like just bumming around with your friends, relax and just talk about everything.

had a team meeting in the afternoon but it didnt went well, russel's clock was fcuking screwed like 1 hour slower than the actual time. i ended up just stoning and listening to what the girls had to say and i couldnt answer anything when Qixin asked how many guys are going to be down during the Training Camp. the rain finally stopped and our Fun Touch could continue but still equally muddy. diving was totally fun and playing with russel is DA BOMB i swear. :)

my dream team or at least the ideal team: Russel, Caleb, Aloy, Hao, Ameer and I. actually its like the main senior team. ok to hell with it. our juniors have alot of work or catching up to do. Aloy wants to side step till my mother cant recognise me. BRING IT ON ALOY! haaa. "SSTYMCRY". :P (figure out what the acrynms mean.)

had dinner at Rail Mall,Ramen House after the fun touch, its damn cool to have a car. Bush and Russel drove so we kinda took their car over there for dinner. after dinner we headed over to Eudora's condo to relax and chill over there. ended up russel, bush and i played poker and i lost 10bucks to russel. he is really lucky and skilled so nothing to complain about. gerald was compllaining that he's tired so russel drove us over to his place at holland.

Sunday:
woke up like 2pm this morning, damn tired. went to Mambo pool around 330pm and after that im having soccer at NP. played with a group of indians today, fcuking rough and they pissed me off. an eye for an eye so if you wana play physical im all in for that. oh wells, some are really nice though. RESPECT. im feeling really sleepy now. YAWNS.

on a side note:
NTU TOUCH ATTACK is round the corner, 15JUNE.
TRAINING CAMP, last week of june.
after attachment, Genting and Taiwan Trip.

so many stuff to look forward too, or at least it make my whole last 2 months of attachmet more interesting that just work work work, weekly report weekly report weekly report and final ppt.

i just talked to my driving instructor, wondering whether his car is a manual or auto. hmm. time to rush my driving! all the way kenneth.

SNOOZE TIME.
ciaos.

2008-05-30T23:02:00.000-07:00

went to her house to pass her some goodies for her mugging session for today and monday's exam. i need buy for her baby food soon, having a swollen tongue due to the piercing kinda sucks but i respect your decision though. seriously, tongue stud is sexy! :)

well, people, i need advise on which baby food is the nicest. anyway recomendation?

went to hillview last night, kinda got lost there while finding her condo. last resort was to ask for direction and realised that i actually walked one round around her condo. damn it. stood outside the guard post as i kinda looked "suspicous" and didnt want to just enter the condo and ended up getting questioned. i waited outside the gate till she came and brought me in, however, i was quite soaked as it poured while i was standing outside. it was worth it really!

is the girl tells you that your letter is more like it was written from a friend to a friend what does it mean? any hidden meaning to it? :)

2008-05-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

fuck, accidently deleted my previous post so im like retyping this the second time. screw it.

ive been reading young couple blogs for the past few days. i swear its damn sweet to have a kid of your own but being a parent younger than 20 is a NO NO for me. firstly, financially unstable! secondly, parents wont approve or at least my parents wont approve. lastly, i feel im too young to be a parent. actually money is really everything in this world, "NO MONEY NO TALK". however, i think i wont mind marrying her if she is pregnant, thats if i really love that girl though.
i really love babies, they are so adorable! i feel like pinching that rosy cheek but if i pinch, their cheeks will sagg! SIGHHH! haaa~ shall name them like ryden or skye. sounds damn cool but must see what my wife thinks in the future. im so removing chinese name, my kid will love me for not giving them a chinese name. :)

had my interim presentation today! i guess everything went smoothly though. sweet. my final presentation will be done with karen, spare me the trouble of creating another powerpoint and presenting with someone else would lessen the load too. ive never never seen myself in formal wear before and this is like my first time! haa. tsk tskkk!

anyway on a side note, my guys team is getting stronger. with the new group of guys coming in, they picked up the sport really fast. russel and i had the same thinking that if they were to have alittle more time to play the game, learn new moves and if they can side step, i swear they will overtake the seniors soon. i will be helping CC look out for potential girls next training when the girls are playing their game. CC, if you saw this post, THANK ME! haaa.

went shopping today to get food source for **, damn its like im combing the whole candy empire and giant to find suitable stuff for her. hmm just spent sometime writing a letter and finding a nice bag to put the stuff in. im seriously hanging in for this though its been months. IM GOING ALL OUT FOR YOU! tomorrow will be the first time im spending 1 on 1 time with you and so looking forward to it. if you are able to go taiwan with me i will be really happy! seriously. im praying every night hoping that you will say "yes" to me.

ciaos for now.

2008-05-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

i love the long weekend, hail vesak day though i spent most of my time sleeping and playing soccer. damn i got burnt, red like an lobster now. anyway was chilling out the past two days with my different cliques. friday night went to play poker and west coast park to just enjoy the wind and smoking our life away on top of the pyrmid. i wont mind spending my time just like this sitting down and talking all the crap like about your past and the different exs we have. virgin or not virgin is still the best topic wahaha. one the pyrmid, my friend was lying down and we started jumping on the rope, he ended up boucning up and down like trying to wank off to the beat. ended up, we concluded that its the best stop for lazy couples to have sex in the position called "cowgirl" but you need to have a friend to jump on the rope. lazymans place though and if you dont mind to be a caged animal to perform for people. haaa. i totally enjoyed sitting in my friends car Nissan Fairlady, modified and with airhorn. fcuking cool, GODFATHER tune. kicks ass, totally.

saturday, spent my time doing reports at home damn boring i swear. ended up trying to catch up with most of my friends online and rotting till night time. was supposed to go home club and grab my tequila shots with my clique but ended up we called it off cos too little people. 28 per tray and each will only pay about 18bucks. fucking worth it cos we will have 5 trays i think. curses* ended up playing pool on a dominating streak whooo~ had supper at al-ameen and went home to my clique usual hang out to smoke and random chat till wee hours.

on a side note, i passed my FINAL THEORY! now im on par with my dear OYH. haaa. Fangzhi is still like way behind, anyway time to get my PDL and hit the roads and pass my TP.

back to work tomorrow, sianscore and Mr Ng will be coming on the 29th this month. why NP must be so strict on academic. siansss!

ciaoss!

2008-05-11T03:25:00.000-07:00

work was horrible the past few days alot of shipments on and off, leaving my tables filled with files strewn all over with yellow note pads on it. damn it! having a new desk and new phone made things worst, ok maybe not the desk but the phone is the main problem as now customers have my contact number and my phone is ringing on and off when they wana find me. GOSH! first working experience and apparently a very bad experience and i have a bad impression of a office working life. i cant imagine working overtime as a full employee! faints~ plus having my colleague on leave the next two days is horrible, have to work under my other colleague and she is always so busy and abit hostile to ask questions. sighhh.

anyway no time to worry about that now, have interim report, powerpoint and final theory to study and prepare for. come on kenneth!! seriously working life is super no life damn it. everyday same regime from day to night, doing the same thing and weekends will be for gambling,smoking and drinking. the THREE SINS in life! haaa.

played catching at roof garden on friday, i know its damn kiddy but its duper fun seriously or maybe blind mice on a playground. duper fun seeing the blind mice trying to catch you or corner you. wahaha. revive those childhood days mans. poker before and after that was damn cool too. BIG POTS! havent really won alot though but good enough to lasts you a few poker games each week.

freshies were cute though especially the girls, duper hyper and friendly but too bad i dont really care though except for some. haa. bonding camp is under KIV still but soon i will make the camp come true. few of my main team mates are quiting but i hope coach managed to keep them though. every week will only look forward to tuesday, thursday and friday so in between those days i can only hope for them to end asap and go home. sighh! no life no life no life.

for those who havent watched movie lately, go catch IRON MAN AND HAROLD AND KUMAR! by hook or by crook go watch. smoke weeddd! haaa.

ciaos for now, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to those mother"fuckers" in the world. ok kidding. byee.

2008-04-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

after hearing girl seeing a new guy now, i should be feeling happy for her isint it? however, im feeling jealous yet angry with the fact she is seeing another guy. we ended our relationship last year and i was the one who initiated the breakup but why im feeling jealous and the urge to just snatch you back although i dont love you anymore, this isint the feeling of love. maybe im just being selfish, whats mine will always be mine forever, and whatever i want i will find a way to get it. thats my line and my way of achieving things in life, my hook or by crook. now im reminiscing our past, those times we spent going out, watching movie, sitting on the swing together or just having a simple dinner at my place. sighh. well, i cant tie you to me can i, everyone has to get married and start a family of their own. this is life. according to my girl friend, its normal for guys to feel this way isit? we are just selfish bastards who wants every of their exs to stay single and not to love anyone. how come im feeling this now and not in the past? im feeling duper emotional now, wana just smoke my time away on the swing with my buds later. seriously, its time to settle down kenneth, you are still going strong 3 weeks without doing what you used to do. KEEP IT UP. im sorry to those people ive hurt before and im changing, trying to be the better man now.

anyway my taiwan trip might be pushed forward to august instead of september. well, will see how things goes. ciaos now

2008-04-25T20:52:00.000-07:00

things are happening at my cca, after i heard news from gerald i starting to worry that our guys might just crumble and tear apart. sighh. i must do something to keep the team together but what can i do! think think think*

work this week was quite slack, i loved friday the most visting PSA company and their ports. our group consists of students from Holland university. our itinery consists of having lunch at a country club at Changi, cisiting at PSA company and then to the ports. those students were really enthusiastic about their visitation here and freaking asked questions for 40mins after our Managing Director's presentation. its like the longest Q&A session i ever have. ended up, friday i only had to work for about 30mins only. THATS DA BOMB!

juniors werent as bad as i thought they would be. there are some who have potential and they have the speed. whoo. i cant wait to go back for training again. :)

soccer at 5pm later and then watching Chelsea Vs Manutd. yayness.

2008-04-17T07:47:00.001-07:00

been a good boy this whole week though ive been crapping around with raymond,hui and oro yesterday. all i can say ive been really a good boy this whole week, for real.

obviously, changing means in terms of my character and stuff, stop what ive been doing the past 2 years or less. im a guy afterall and i cant possibly not think of girls unless im gay or something which is highly impossible. i will try to change and have faith in me and stop telling me its highly impossible for me. i will try and im halfway there i guess. :)

now to change topic over to my CCA.
training was duper tired today, had to train the girls for their tournament tomorrow, M1 touch competition. i wont be able to make it down as im having work if not i sure will go down and support. i heard our cca booth was rather successful though i didnt tend it myself as im at WORK AGAIN! theres about 90 people who signed up and i hope we will have all of them down including year 2s (guys) this year who aisha recommended to us. got our seniors to call them and pull them down for training. hope everything turns out as we hope it to be.

im duper tired now and feeling rather emo. fuck everything ive done and sorry to those ive hurt. Kenneth will change!

2008-04-11T23:37:00.001-07:00

life hasnt been that great these few days.

im feeling lost and aimless the whole of last week. maybe cos of the fixed lifestyle i have now sinced im having attachment. i hate having a fixed lifestlye, waking up at 7am and reaching home at 630pm from monday to friday unless ive something on and just stay home watching tv and by 1130 i will turn in. hate thiss. adding on to it, NP have been losing all their friendlies against SP, SRC and RP. totally sucks. ive been thinking throughs wheres our problem but i cant seemed to find a solution to it. why why why, hopefully at tournaments or competition we wont lose.

im kinda inspired to take up photography now and get a high specs camera. fizz took a few nice photos for our team for those who havent seen it, copy and paste the link below. i wana help out at the CCA booth but i cant due to attachment. sighhh!

http://fizophoto.blogspot.com/

anyway, i wana pick up basketball again. its been really long sinced i played basketball and i wana start training up for it. the only thing which motivates and helps me pull through this attachment is my GPA grades and my trip to taiwan in september. hopefully, my trip to taiwan would turn out fine and nothing will screw up.

anyway big match tomorrow Manchester Utd Vs Arsenal! im going to watch with my soccer kakis somewhere. shall enjoy my every weekends and always looking forward to rugby training as its the only thing i can look forward to every weekdays. i shall try stay home and not go out if not i will be tempted to puff again. anyway the OLD kenneth have died and a NEW kenneth is born. no longer leading the old lifestyle, threw away what used to belong to the notorious boy and deleting all the other stuff. welcome to the new world, help me change people!

thats all for this week, time to do my weekly report before i forget what i did this week. ciaos people.

2008-04-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

APRIL FOOLS

played a prank on my gay partner today and fooled alot of other people except si nee as she was prepared for it. i forgot to copy what yuan xuan typed but at least i managed to copy my conversation with yeeehwee. sorry if its too hard to read yeah.

here it goes.

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

POLICE REPORT:

*OYH* says:

?

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

someone got stabbed at block 50 this early morning. body was discovered by a cleaner while she was cleaning at block 50. 3 stabbed wounds were found the the teenagers body. valuables were missing when the police tried to indentify the body.
police believed that he was killed by another group of boys are pubbing at SIM bar, Halo bar.
any information please contact the police. 6577 6999

*OYH* says:

Halo bar

*OYH* says:

tt serious

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

yeah man

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

super serious

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

omg

*OYH* says:

dun go there bro

*OYH* says:

haha

*OYH* says:
you at the scene ma

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

nope

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

thank got

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:
god

*OYH* says:

hey bro

*OYH* says:

i ask you

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

anyway check your calender

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

:)

*OYH* says:

how you do your weekly report

*OYH* says:

why le?

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

kwahh kwahhhHHHH~~

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

haa

*OYH* says:

dun understand

*OYH* says:

calender

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

1st of April ehh

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

what day isit

*OYH* says:

april fool

*OYH* says:

ass

*OYH* says:

haha

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

lol

*OYH* says:

no wonder

*OYH* says:

i was not thinking much anyway

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

dumb dumb LOL

*OYH* says:

lol

*OYH* says:

hey

*OYH* says:

faster

*OYH* says:

how you do your report

*OYH* says:

cuz i doing it now

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

work always come first huh

*OYH* says:

damn stress

kenneth★says im just returning a favour. says:

:S

2008-03-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

karen just showed me something really shocking so i decided to show it to you peeps.
anyway just be mentally prepared yeahh! haa.

heres the link so just copy and paste the link.

http://yutakis.wordpress.com/2008/01/25/transformer/

2008-03-23T20:42:00.000-07:00

my fellow head smacking partner, cindy asked me to promote her shop so here it is.
for girls only yeahh like DUHH! help me spread the word around k if not she will smack my head again.

copy and paste the link yeah. sorry im not pro in HTML codes so i cant create a link for you all to click.

http://lollialley.livejournal.com/

2008-03-16T20:58:00.000-07:00

A story taken from my email and i found it touching and meaningful so decided to share with you peeps. took me sometime to edit the english as it was ahlian-ish. haa.

boy calls his girlfriend after school

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh really? y?
girl- oh nothing, just some annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so what did we do in math today?
boy- you didnt miss anything much.......just lots of notes to take down.
girl- ok good!
boy- yeah!
girl- hey i have a question for you.
boy- ok, ask away!
girl- so........how much do u love me?
boy- you know i love you more than anything.
girl- yeah.....
boy- why did u ask?
girl- ................silence..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no, nothing at all.
boy- good!
girl- so..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give you the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would! (sounding worried) is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are you sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- so..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for you anyday, hun!
girl- really?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, your fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go i'll see you tomorrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love you too, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have you seen my girfriend today?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last night.
friend- well dude u know how girls are like sometimes.
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- i dont know what else to say, man.
boy- ok well i gotta get to my english class, i'll see you after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, talk to you later.

THAT NIGHT:
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- why weren't you at school today?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are you sick?
girl- ..................um i have to go, my mom's calling on my other line.
boy- i'll wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call you later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
girl- (very long pause)
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- WHY????
girl- i love you.
>click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND SHE DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothing much, hey have you talked to ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so you didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um i dont know if i should be the one to tell you......
boy- dude, WHAT THE FUCK! tell me!
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-

voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- really? whyy? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A,suite 3.
boy- WHAT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- please come by sir and you can see her,goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
boy- omg are you ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl-i..........
boy- you what?? YOU WHAT???
girl- i have cancer, it is at its last stage and im on life support now.
boy- .....................breaks into tears......................
girl- they're taking me off tonight
boy- whyy??
girl- i wanted to tell you but i couldnt
boy- whyy didnt you tell me????
girl- i didnt want to hurt you.
boy- you could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted to see if you felt about me as the same i felt about you.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n i'll always be here with you
boy- then whyy did you break up with me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand...with a note in the other

THE NOTE SAID:
i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

i know it sounded cliche and stuff but its really touching sinced the first time i chanced upon it. hope you all enjoyed it. :)

now back to my work. CIAOS.

2008-03-13T00:34:00.000-07:00

at work now having nothing much to do as most stuff are already completed. currenly my job now is to wait for the emails to start flooding in again. when i say flooding im seriously refering to the mass flood like at least more than 10-20 emails waiting for me to read. the highest record was 21 emails in a day omgg.

now i know what it meant by hardearn morning or xue han qian. hee. i learn to treasure money more than before.

its been pouring the last few days and training later will be a mud bathe session again. i bet NP field will be water logged now. haa.

alright ciaoss. eyes are watching everywhere.

2008-03-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

WINNING!

is not a something;
it is an all time thing.
you dont win once in a while;
you dont do things right once in awhile.
you do them right all of the time.
WINNING IS A HABIT!

unfortunately, so is losing.

~

Accountability

this is a story about People named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. there was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. everyone thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realised that Everybody would not do it. it ended up that Everyone blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

interesting stuff huh. i got it from my office desk. ciaos peeps! knock off time. whoo. completed all my pending jobs today. YAYNESS!! :)

2008-02-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

im feeling rather down recently about the fact im starting work soon. i need company man someone to cheer me up about this. :( i know im being a wussy and stuff but i just dont like to wake up so early everyday and reporting to work.gotta get my casual formal shirts and shoes soon before going to work. i hope working life wont be to sucky if not i will rant more. emphasising the fact that im working for my very first time. haa.

somethings to look afterward to after my work is TAIWAN trip in SEPT. yayness. 1 week of holiday in taiwan is da bomb man. my friends and i thought of some plans already and what we should do over there. whooo. really excited but still a long way to go.

yesterday clubbing was fun but before enjoying ourselves at ST JAMES, we had to attend a 9-630pm talk about business etiquette. roarsss. boring and long lecture but what can we do, in order to graduate from NP we needa attend this course. headache was excruciating inbetween the lecture. went home first before heading to Vivo to meet up with jenny, sinee, adeline, karen, clarence and liping. sinee is forever in the small little girl dressing. tskk. anyway i cant imagine my little sister in a more mature outfit so oh wells. (bet you wanna box me right? 5.5months later then!!! HAA) entering the club at 9pm was downright stupid as theres no one there and why guys have to be 23 years old to enter the certain clubs while girls have to be only 18? biass! anyway adeline,liping,karen and sinee left earlier so we took their redemption vouchers. i got damn high afterwards from clearing a few cups and a beer. i had no idea what i did already and who i danced with. haaa. i only remembered blabbering some shit after leaving the club. haa. UMGLAM!

its going to be the end of my holidays soon. so bye holidays and hello to work. :(

2008-02-23T19:36:00.000-08:00

been quite packed with events after my papers. i never fail to feel lost and aimless after exams as i needed to mug everyday during the exam period.

wednesday after exams went to kbox instead of mickey mouse house (according to my classmates) anyway i ate it before so i dont mind not going and the guys had a change of plans. the girls went to have the meal there and we didnt know we were suppose to celebrate yuling birthday. so i shall take this chance to wish you happy birthday. :) sang till my head and throat dman pain and this means one thing im still a noob. haa. i bought VCDS to watch at vivo. i went hunting for shows man like the whole of vivo just to get the set. now im declared broke. :(

thursday just slacked at home till evening to catch L change the world. yayness. watched it with hui and oro. we booked it on wednesday so yeah we managed to get the middle, last row sits. coolio. i saw a pedro shoe i really liked. however, when i finally decided to purchase it, it didnt have a size smaller. welldone. went home and emo-ed abit downstairs with hui and oro. when we were about to go home, oro and i met jovian at the lobby and decided to emo again. haaa. spent my nights emo-ing away what a day huh.

friday was purely mahjong all the way at yingjuns house. he gave me condoms from taiwan again. singapore is too strict with everything. i miss taiwan already, its climate and the mei mei over there. sighh. anyway im going back in SEPT if everything goes smoothly. attachment starts on 3/3, my first time ever stepping into working life. SHAO YE is going to work already. pray hard for me things goes smoothly for 5.5 months. :( attachemnt is from 3rd march to 8th aug!!

saturday was really rush man. i went for soccer during noon time and played with the seniors which is one batch earlier at dover. well, my team won though it didnt consists of our stornger players. this shows they sucked big time. anyway, i cant stand their attitude and i shant name them out. they know who they are anyway. i walked out of the last game due to some commnets they gave. they dont have sportsmanship and they will never know. to hell with you. had to rush home after lunch to change and leave for my BB ANNIVERSARY DINNER @ DOWNTOWN EAST D'MARQUEE. met up with old friends from different batches and just sit and chat the night away. had lotsa fun crapping around with them. i miss those times in BB those brotherhood we used to have. from bible studies, soccer, adventure and drills. sighhh. treasure the memories we have its the most precious. :(

im emo-ing again. oh wells.

2008-02-18T04:10:00.000-08:00

been a long and tiring 2 weeks for me. had been mugging almost whenever i can and waking up early wasnt easy thing as im used to sleeping till noon time. hang in there peeps 2 more days to go. :)

sinced this bugger loves to humiliate people on his blog i shall do the same back to him. after all an eye for an eye right.
plus plus he had been shooting me the whole of today and the past few days and its time to take some revenge on him. *GRINS*

阿屁 happily eating his poky stick after winning liping in 黑白猜.

阿屁 after QLA paper with MQ and i on the bus to Plaza Sing. we watched JUMPER. oh yeahh its a nice show so catch it if you can. however the story line aint that great but overall the idea is there. :)

this photo will provide you people with solid evidence that kelvin is a real horrible disgusting boy. still to think his GP posted for him that he will change his ways. well, a leopard will never change his spots.

today, on our way out of NP, that bugger disturbed me so i kinda chased him for a few steps. although he knew deep inside him that he will never outrun me but yet he still wana try to. well kelvin i admire that spirit of yours but you TRIED TOO HARD.

the only result is this.

dumb 阿屁 fixing his slipper strap the wrong way unknowingly. how dumb someone can get. tskkk.

trying hard to fix the strap and need sinee,mq and i to tell him to remove and flip it back the right side again.

sometimes, dont keep calling people stupid when you are one. haa. pot calling the kettle black. tskkk totally disappointing.

my taiwan lasted photo update.

fangzhi and i on the coaster. i managed to pull him and sit with me. guess what he screamed his lungs out. haa.

2008-02-10T20:21:00.000-08:00

photos to taiwan!

taken at the 佛光山 temple musuem, inside is filled with antiques man!

the wishing stairs where people write their wishes on the wind chime, finds their range of age group they are in and hangs in there. the stairs is seperated by age group like 10-19 etc.

hohoho. time to harvest the strawberrys :) sorry didnt manage to bring back some though i remembered sinee wants them. whatever we plucked what fully riped so yeahh! maybe sept i will try to bring some back. anyway they are freaking juicy.

taken at jiang jie shi memorial area. its freaking cold there so dont ask why we all looked like dumplings.

9th Feb lunch area. the owner decorated this whole place herself, so design is all done by her. pretty huh. the food there was great too and ITS CHEAP!!

welcome to TAIPEI 101. the stuff sold there is like malaysia petronas tower or also known as the twin tower. branded stuff from top to bottom of the mall.

taken while we checked out and ready to leave for xi men ding. my dad loved that picture hanged behind us so he insisted we take the photo there.

WELCOME TO XI MEN DING! WHOOOO. taken at the mrt train station exit 6.

taken at the center of xi men ding i guess where concerts and 簽名會 is usually done? behind us is a band who will be holding their promotion later.

WELCOME TO XIAO ZHU'S SHOP! haa. expensive shit there. fangzhi's cap is bought from there by the way. he wore 6 layers of clothing!

im lazy to upload the video of the fireworks we did so yeahh maybe next time. heres some of the many photos taken which are memorable so hope you enjoyed it.

2008-02-05T04:49:00.000-08:00

im leaving for taiwan soon in another 2hours plus plus time.
exams coming soon so yeahh must start mugging upon arrival in singapore but first must catch some sleep as i will be arriving around 1am plus on the 11th.

takecare peeps.

2008-02-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

shall start on friday events which happened.

finally did my 2nd last presentation on marketing. our teacher was being quite unreasonable and had to drag the whole class back on monday for the second round of presentation. people like me who presented had to show face again if not there goes my attendence. SMACKSS. after school went to mug mug with gay partner fangzhi at ourspace. studied quite alot till around 8pm then we decided to chillax at the boardgames area. played 1v1 monopoly and of cos i lost again. ive never won once ONCE in monopoly. head over to HALO bar once the rest arrived, took our chivas and cleared it. fangzhi was busy singing his songs and the rest just sat and listened. soon left mingquan,fangzhi,liping and i to finish up the rest. we played "guess fist" (translate it to chinese) with the loser to drink half a shot. DAMN DAMN GUESS WHAT FANGZHI GOT WASTED ONCE AGAIN. never fail huh. tskk. he tripped over the sofa seat somemore and laid there. had to support him out to the main road to take a cab home.

im leaving for taiwan soon and last year CNY i went to japan. im reminiscing the past again. sighh. emo emo emo boy. :(
exams coming and lotsa revision to do. JIAYOU PEEPSS.

2008-01-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

woke up really early today for tournament at Changi Naval Base. this really reminds me of the time we had beach touch. anyway reached our destination the earliest compared to other teams. we had JC, Uni and polys from all around Singapore gathered there for contact & touch rugby. really cool.

our guys game starts at 2pm and so yeahh we rotted from around 730am till then for our game. we watched the contact match and damn its hell lotsa fun to take people down and to step pass people. i wanna play contact but i dont wanna suffer so much injuries. :( we watched the girls game too and it was really nice to see them winning most of the games.

anyway time flies and soon was our first game against SIM. our table had SIM, RP "b" and us of cos. well, we won SIM from a "Dummy half scoop" and try. yayness. we thought it was going to be a draw. met RP in the next round and we lost 3-0 i think. damn steppy and fast. ROARSS. being 2nd on our table we met SP next and it was hell exciting game cos it was a close fight. we were down 2-0 at first from a few mistakes and soon we caught up to 2-2. proceed to sudden death round where a player will be dropped at a certain time interval. soon was down to 3 players at each side. hao scooped and aloy and i had to shake off our defenders to score that try. one of the SP players was tugging on my tee and i heard from my team mates that he let go and i managed to score that try without being touched. conclusoin was we WON SP. hee. went to finals to meet the same RP "b" team again and lost 3-0 again! siannn!! it was suppose to be 1-0 actually if not for the ref who gave the 2 other points which wasnt counted.

BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS WERE 2nd in the tournament. WHOOO. HOORAY!

suffering from sunburn now and im red like a lobster. :P

time to catch up with my sleep! ciaossss.

2008-01-22T20:12:00.000-08:00

had friendly with RP yesterday!
worst game i ever had man! seriously.
i think our juniors needa reflect hard on the game yesterday and im not ttrying to judge anyone here but seriously they have to start bucking up to keep up with us if not they will be pulling the whole team down. sorry if im direct but i wanna voice out though no one in my team will read this.

anyway we lost all the games to RP in the friendly. at first we were told to play juniors for them to gain experience and in the end RP played their seniors so oh wells. i think our juniors had little chance to play. birdy score a hell cool try! CLAPSS.

went home kinda late last night at 12pm after sending her home! imagine me in rugby attire taking trian! tskkk.

most of my classmates didnt go school today and i thought i was the only one. OMG. lazy to move out of my bed. oh wells. going to school to do project later.

anyway i just read kelvin's blog basket now im kinda emo. thinking about me entering army in a years time is kinda heart wrenching. i will be 20 by then sinced im a jan baby. sobss. most of my batch people are in the army already as they are JC kids. soon will be my turn huh! SIGH...

2008-01-21T06:13:00.000-08:00

i cant seem to solve the top layer of my rubiks cube though the first two layer is solved. siannscore. why why why!!

2008-01-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
19 years old already! COOLIO.
i wanna stop at 21 though and not grow any older. :)
at then it will be a bigger party i hope! maybe club together or something.

this year was the best in the last two years.
more sms came in wishing me happy birthday and so sorry i cant reply any of them but it was really appreciated though my hp didnt stop deeping. thanks thanks for all the wishes. skipped marketing class to play board games haa. ive been playing board games like 4 days straight. kinda bored with everything but still its great way to pass the time. accompanied poor kelvin as he couldnt go home so we stayed in school to watch some dance competition and then came over my place for a shower. left earlier to met yuting with me to have dinner and off to SIM HALO BAR. yuting got me a FCUK polo tee! thanks girl! :)

2 CHIVAS REGAL for $260 with unlimited refills for 9 people. COOL!!

what really made me happy was that some people i didnt expect them to remember actually did remember my birthday. TOUCHED. :)

beng got wasted man! anyway exploring block 50 at nigth was really cool. level 7 entrance was really dark till engkeong and i didnt dare to walk any nearer except standing outside and check it out. we dont know what to expect there. kelvin and i stayed up all night and watch videos online in NP while engkeong,fangzhi and beng slept. Zzz.

anyway back to reality for now, which means reports and work to be done and also starting my revision early as im leaving for taiwan quite soon. whooo.

ciaos now!

2008-01-15T07:39:00.000-08:00

a short abstract of my conversation with fangzhi.
he is damn hilarious! still using a budget pentinium 3 compueter which always hanged on him.

kenneth★ emo! said:
dump iT

kenneth★ emo! said:
TRASH IT

kenneth★ emo! said:
SMASH IT

    方     said:
ok

    方     said:
i shall do that to you on ur birthday

    方     said:
LOL!

kenneth★ emo! said:
lol

kenneth★ emo! said:
you can tryyy

kenneth★ emo! says (11:17 PM):
hanged/?

    方     says (11:18 PM):
zzzzzzzzzzz

    方     says (11:18 PM):
why you act offline ar

kenneth★ emo! says (11:18 PM):
haa

kenneth★ emo! says (11:18 PM):
cos i dont wanna talk for too long

    方     says (11:18 PM):
zzz

    方     says (11:18 PM):
so are you sleeping soon

kenneth★ emo! says (11:18 PM):
im going to bed

    方     says (11:19 PM):
ok

    方     says (11:19 PM):
muackz

** dont you think fz is fcuking gay? **

kenneth★ emo! says (11:19 PM):
haa'

kenneth★ emo! says (11:19 PM):
fuckk

kenneth★ emo! says (11:19 PM):
stop the muahx thingy

kenneth★ emo! says (11:19 PM):
damn gay

    方     says (11:19 PM):
hehe

    方     says (11:19 PM):
wearing tights also damn gay

    方     says (11:19 PM):
LOL!

kenneth★ emo! says (11:20 PM):
ha

kenneth★ emo! says (11:20 PM):
where got gay

kenneth★ emo! says (11:20 PM):
fashion

    方     says (11:25 PM):
><

    方     says (11:25 PM):
eUu huRtxX mOii hArtxX

kenneth★ emo! says (11:26 PM):
why nto you go and die

kenneth★ emo! says (11:26 PM):
haaa

    方     says (11:26 PM):
ok

    方     says (11:26 PM):
goodbye my friend

kenneth★ emo! says (11:28 PM):
haa

kenneth★ emo! says (11:28 PM):
go go! i wanna see you on headline tomorrow

    方     says (11:29 PM):
gone..

    方     says (11:30 PM):
after all, computer crashes, relationship dies, flower withers, leafs drop

    方     says (11:30 PM):
haix

    方     says (11:30 PM):
its a sad world

    方     says (11:30 PM):
here i'm telling you my friend

    方     says (11:30 PM):
i'm leaving

    方     says (11:30 PM):
to a new world

    方     says (11:31 PM):
ciaos

kenneth★ emo! says (11:31 PM):
haa

kenneth★ emo! says (11:31 PM):
be sure to die

kenneth★ emo! says (11:31 PM):
die a glam death

kenneth★ emo! says (11:31 PM):
if not i sure laugh

kenneth★ emo! says (11:35 PM):
died?

    方     says (11:36 PM):
i sitting at the window now

    方     says (11:36 PM):
looking down to the sad world

kenneth★ emo! says (11:36 PM):
haa

kenneth★ emo! says (11:36 PM):
quickly jump

kenneth★ emo! says (11:36 PM):
what you waiting for

    方     says (11:37 PM):
i'm waiting for some hope in life

kenneth★ emo! says (11:37 PM):
you no hope already

kenneth★ emo! says (11:37 PM):
stop dreaming

kenneth★ emo! says (11:37 PM):
haa

    方     says (11:37 PM):
><

    方     says (11:37 PM):
fuck la

    方     says (11:37 PM):
cb

    方     says (11:37 PM):
knn

    方     says (11:37 PM):
LOL!

** he is still reluctant to jump after so longgg. **

kenneth★ emo! says (11:38 PM):
crashhed!!

kenneth★ emo! says (11:38 PM):
FZ DIED ON 11.38pm

    方     says (11:38 PM):
awwwwww

kenneth★ emo! says (11:38 PM):
whoo

    方     says (11:38 PM):
are you sad

kenneth★ emo! says (11:38 PM):
RIP!

fangzhi was fcuking wasted on New Year and i bet he will be on my birthday. haa.
snoozee! :)

2008-01-14T03:18:00.000-08:00

a clean break is done and things are more or less being settled between us. hope life is fine now.

turning 19 very very soon in on friday. a year older and hopefully it means i will be a better person now. im stil the old emo kenneth with lotsa stuff running through my head and trying to please everyone. well, im going to quit being emo and paranoid over stuff. i think its better to be the fcuk care attitude and i wouldnt have to bother about so much stuff.

hopefully on friday everything will turn out smoothly with a huge group going with me to bar and celebrate and party the night away.

just received news on choosing our company by 19th JAN. sheesh time really flies huh and im going for attachment so soon. this means i will be away from my rugby team and friends for quite awhile and will be in the working society drawing a fixed amount of pay every month for 6 months. sighhh!!

leaving for taiwan on the 5th FEB with fangzhi. haa. upon returning, 3 days later would be my exams. rocks socks huh!! :(

2008-01-06T05:22:00.000-08:00

fangzhi, mingquan and i were doing our IMGT report in the schools cafe. fangzhi as usual is always the latest. check out his really budget laptop. its like a reallly old model with no inbuild wireless and its called DYNABOOK.
well we should take this chance to laugh at him before it runs out. sinced he love to laugh at people. come class lets point our index finger at fangzhi and burst out laughing. :P

from this photo you can see a wireless card and its stickers on the board states its a pentium 3 and i must emphasis on this its a pentium 3. haaa. its really laggy as you can see. always hang on him. haa.

heres the owner of the laptop. check him out sticking his hand in his underwear. really disgusting!! haaa. :P

ok chill dude. dont be pissed k! its all a joke! haaa but its still damn funny nonetheless.

2008-01-04T23:11:00.001-08:00

my dear friend is a real thickskin one. try to guess who she is but she is really sweet and nice! thanks for yesterday night! :)

im in NP library Cafe doing my IMGT report now. i still have 8 more simulation runs to do on MS Excel. roarssss. siannncore.

ooh ohh you all should check out Fz laptop now. i shall upload photos on his lappy soon. damn budget to the max. haaa.

i just did a test on the web and heres the result. i think its kinda accurate.

Type Eight
The Challenger
The powerful, aggressive type. Eights are self-confident, strong, and assertive. Protective, resourceful, straight-talking, and decisive, but can also be ego-centric and domineering. Eights feel they must control their environment, especially people, sometimes becoming confrontational and intimidating. Eights typically have problems with their tempers and with allowing themselves to be vulnerable. At their Best: self-mastering, they use their strength to improve others' lives, becoming heroic, magnanimous, and inspiring.

if you wanna know more about The Challenger copy and paste this link:
https://www.enneagraminstitute.com/TypeEight.asp

2008-01-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

anyway im kinda emo now but its rather random one cos i have no idea what im being emo about actually. however amy really tried her best cheering me up.

an extract of our conversation.

amychua. GO GREEN PLEASE says (11:23 PM):
hahahahahahahahahhaha

amychua. GO GREEN PLEASE says (11:27 PM):
anyway you want go club right

amychua. GO GREEN PLEASE says (11:27 PM):
aiyaaaaaa you just hang the word "CLUB" on your door. then you invite all your friends. then they go your room = club liao

amychua. GO GREEN PLEASE says (11:27 PM):
then you on music

amychua. GO GREEN PLEASE says (11:27 PM):
and tell them "HELLO PEOPLE. we're now clubbing. cause we're in a room call CLUB"

amychua. GO GREEN PLEASE says (11:27 PM):
best idea right?!?!?!

i just realised ive a few project which will be due soon! have to rush through them again so "add fuel" man!! meeting fz,kel and mq tomorrow in school to do our report together at 1pm. they better dont be late again. i hate library cos its too too quiet which is meant for mugger. now is projects so why cant we do it at the cafe! at least we can consume stuff there.

2008-01-03T02:12:00.000-08:00

second day in school, nothing unusual!

shall post about what happened on NEW YEAR EVE!
been fun drinking the night away at boat quay then to clark quay. i was late as usual ever sinced being conned to coming early. once bitten twice shy! met mingquan first and headed to Bugis to meet fangzhi before heading down to raffles. we combed the whole boat quay just to find a right pub to settle in. it was really crowded that night. people were waiting for the fireworks and the usual group of people will turn up to soak in the atmosphere. you peeps manage to guess who are they? (correct answer: the banglas.) haaa.

when the boss of Chillz Bar told us that the place is fully booked i was overjoyed! it was a k-pub. so basically it means no english songs! WTF. booze with chinese music = not the right ambience. haa. in the end, met up with kelvin and his friends and went to chillz bar cos they reserved a seat there. everything and i meant everything were overpriced that night. had a bottle of beer each and another house pour of 7-up vodka before leaving the place.

house pours= 38-40bucks (somehow i think this is the usual price)
a bottle of beer= 10bucks
club enterance fee (gotham penthouse/One Night Stand= 40 to 50bucks (with 2 drinks)

overpriced? HELL YES.

mingquan had to leave early due to curfew and fangzhi wanted to take the last train home with him but being a good brother to me he accompanied me to meet my friend. we went to Fashon Bar to drink again. this time, their group went to had dinner, no wait, supper is the right word to use as it was already 2am. fz and i drank the whole jug of bourbon coke while waiting for them. ZZzz. im so not drinking it again unless i have no choice. when they returned, fz ordered his favourite drink vodka lime. haa. shall try magarita and slipper nipple blah blah next time i go club or pub. OH OH! we left without paying for the vodka lime. well, i didnt realised until i asked who paid for the drink as i was in the toilet.

well, you all can guess what happened next!
FANGZHI GOT WASTED AGAIN!!
he still say i flirt with my friend and forgot about him. hey hey i bought you a EVAIN (sorry gotta emphasis the brand as it cost a bomb! freaking 2.40) im not trying to be a miser here but its seriously expensive for a mineral water. he didnt and i said DIDNT drink a sip of it. he vomitted twice during that night and both times i carried him to the side to puke. i know you too well my friend! haa.

we stayed out till 6am plus before we left for home. i bumped into jovian,hogan,nicholas and engkeong(the other ek i know). small world. we decided to take a cab home as all were exhuasted from the partying. waited freaking long for one and having foreigners jumping queue. WTF. jovian took bus home and i accompanied fz home partly cos i promised him and the other reason was he's wasted for the night.

-------------------------------------

ANYWAY I WANA HIT THE CLUB ANY PERIOD THIS MONTH.
WHATS THE REASON?
IM TURNING 19 SOON!!!!
TOGETHER WITH MY DEAR BROTHERS, THE FIRST 3 I KNOW IN NP.
YEEHWEE AND KELVIN.

SO 2LO4 LETS HIT THE CLUB SOON YEAHH. FEEL FREE TO INVITE YOUR FRIENDS AS MORE THE MERRIER! :)

HOPEFULLY IT WILL GO SMOOTHLY UNLIKE DURING THE HOLIDAYS WHICH WE DIDNT EVEN CLUB NOT EVEN ONCE! THIS SUCKSS.

CIAOSSSS FOR NOWW.

2007-12-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

my new year eve plans, stay home and reflect on 2007.

partly is because all my friends disappeared or rather decided to stay home with their family and celebrate. oh wells, so much for saying i wanna be partying the night away at a club or something. it beats staying home, facing the tv and counting down to the new year! pretty boring huh. WTF!.

family gathering later at night! all my family members will be at my place counting down and having steam boat. its not something i enjoy though with all the noise and the place being so packed with people.

anyway, this year had been quite a roller coaster ride! ups and downs, some pretty fun times like winning the NTL and bad times like having 6 stitches near my eye. while thats my CCA for you. turning to my academic wise, did pretty well i can say counting that im a slacker in class and still scoring 3.38 last semester was a real shocker. relationship wise, im getting no where for now. haa.

i really miss the get away period from singapore in feb 2007 during CNY. when all the peeps are going to visiting, i was at the airport waiting to board the plane to japan. reminisce! sighhh! oh wells, in 2008 same time frame i will be on the plane to taiwan! however, here is the real spoiler, im having final year and no time to slack off! gotta mug mug mug!

well, i wanna change myself to be back what i used to be! i wanna wear back my black specs and cut a short spikey hair. i detest myself now!

hopefully it will be a better year in 2008.

2007-12-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

ive learnt some valuable lessons during my one night stay at chalet. some stuff which i never thought would happened actually did. ive no idea who actually read this blog but at least i can get some stuff off my chest making me feel better and yet at the same time getting things cleared up.

maybe it isint such a good idea having alot of close girlfriends and being close to them makes people think that i wanna chase them. i guess i should have alot fo close guy friends and maybe people might think i wanna try something new and be gay.

and if you arent happy tell that in my face and stop telling other people that im a fucker. dont act all so innocent.

whatever it is life continues.

shall start writing out my new year resolution soon and im turning 19! haa.

shall let go of stuff which i should have done so and start everything a fresh. getting the grades i should be scoring and be a whole new person. saying goodbye to excessive drinking and maybe stop being so vulgar for a change.

time to catch up with my sleep. nights.

2007-12-23T19:40:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS!

spent a few minutes mass sending testimonials to people on friendster. kinda budget but still its the thought right? just realised how many friends i havent been keeping in contact with. sighh. friends come and go dont they. it isint possible to keep in contact with everyone. ROARS.

having a family gathering today at my place. going to be crowded but at least theres good food! whoo.

yesterdays physical was really exhuasting. imagine having to sprint up slopes 30 times. after all the hard work, time for some dipping in coolers filled with ice! seriously you should try that after physical. WHOO.

thats all for now! ciaos peeps. enjoy this christmas!

2007-12-19T19:59:00.000-08:00

patronise my friends online store at
HTTP://PASTELIPS.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

spread the word! :)

2007-12-16T19:26:00.000-08:00

holidays started for a few days already and its really boring and trying every ways and means to pass every hour. yesterday was a SPORTS SUNDAY cos i had rugby in the morning with only 7 people turning up whhich another words no substitute. playing under the scotching sun was horrible. had lunch with the team at AL-Ameen which was yummy but the waiter screwed up our orders and waited for a dish was totally irritating. bush drove to school and i had a lift to my place, sweet man. :) took a nap for awhile before going back to school again for soccer. as expected a fight broke out or maybe i should say a confrontation. hogan pat the guys face and told him off. well, it was an act but a he made it seemed so real.

ooh i love victoria secrets perfume! haa! damn this sounds a liek fetish. to hell with that. now birdy and i can couple together wearing newtown tee for training! :P

time to get my marketing report done! :) 10 pages excluding cover page and appendix. WTH! ROARS

2007-12-14T07:39:00.000-08:00

shopping was fruitful today except for someone! i bought topman tie, everlast shoes and christmas cards for my bestie. i actually fogot to send cards to them last christmas and it was delayed cos i bought them last minute. hmm this time i remembered and will make sure it reaches them before 25th. anyway, walked till my back ache sial darn weak man. i think girls are meant to walk for long distance and hours man. GOD made them this way. i miss fried mars bar! you all should try it! delicious yet sinful man so do work out after having them. whoo.

i need more stuff and current wants.
1) canterbury bag(preferbly not red)
2) GAP western shirt (damn ex 105bucks)

night!

2007-12-12T23:02:00.000-08:00

COLOR PERSONALITY TEST!

Your Existing Situation:
Sensitive; needs esthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm intimacy.

SHAPE TEST!

Your Results
Each answer you provide has been weighted according to how much it points towards a certain shape. Based on the totals of these scores, we have calculated...

I am a rectangle
A rectangle is a special shape, because its a bit like a square, but not. Usually rectangles are people who are just passing between one shape and another. You can spot these people because sometimes they can seem like different people. Rectangles usually only occur at times of development during your life, such as adolescence or mid-life, and will probably change into another shape when a new situation like getting their first job, becoming married or retiring.

CUBE TEST!

Your Results
The way this test works is that each object within the desert is a metaphor for a different thing. The way your mind imagines it represents what you think about these things. However, because of the way this test works, even what the results mean will vary between people!

So, the results:

The Cube
The cube represents you. You said the cube was green in colour - what does this colour mean to you? Different people see colours in different ways, for instance some say red is passionate and warm, whilst others associate it with anger and agression. Depending on what this colour means to you, this is how your consider your own personality to be.

Similarly, the material of the cube depends on your interpretation. You said it was made of metal - is this a strong material to you, or fragile? If you think its strong, then you feel that you are a strong person, and can be brave or tough when you need to be, whereas if you think the material is more brittle or fragile then you are a person who can be easily upset.

The size of the cube within the desert represents your own 'size', or ego - you said the cube was large in size. This means that you have a relatively big ego, so you enjoy being acknowledged for your actions and to be the centre of attention.

The distance between yourself and the cube is an estimation of how well you know yourself. You said the cube was near - the further away it is from you, the less in touch you feel with your inner self. Perhaps after reading the rest of these answers you'll feel a little more in touch ;)

Finally, you said the cube was opaque. If you can see through the cube, it means you are transparent - you feel that you try to be honest with people wherever possible, and not trick them. An opaque cube doesn't necessarily mean you like tricking people, just that you'd rather not let people know what you're thinking, and would prefer to keep certain thoughts to yourself.

The Ladder
The ladder represents the friends in your life. As with the cube scenario above, some of the answers you need to help interpret yourself - you said the ladder is brown in colour, which may mean something different to you than someone else. This feeling or association is what you feel about the friends in your life, so for instance if its a blue colour, you may think that they're cool and laid back. Similarly, the material of the ladder has the same meaning - you said the ladder was made of metal

You imagined the ladder not to be leaning against the cube. This suggests that you do not 'support' your friends, in other words you feel that you are not as essential part of their lives.

The Horse
The horse represents your relationship partner. If you aren't in a relationship, then it will be whoever your mind considers to be closest to that position, so possibly an ex-partner or someone you currently admire.You said the distance between the cube and the horse was near- the further away the horse is from the cube, the more distance you feel between yourself and your partner. If you are close together, then you consider yourselves to be very, very close, and think you could be together forever. If you feel further away then perhaps you feel there are problems with your relationship that are threatening it.

You said the horse was not tied up or wearing a saddle. These two scenarios represent control over the horse - the lack of them suggests that your partner is either the dominant one in the relationship or you feel they are free to make their own decisions without your consent.

The Storm
The storm represents trouble in your life. Something to note however, is that trouble is not always a bad thing - it can be some turbulent times that gets your life into shape by helping you realise your priorities.

You said the distance between the storm and the cube was - the further away the storm is from the cube, the more relaxed you feel about your troubles in life. If they seem far away, then perhaps you don't feel there are any troubles or problems with your life, whereas if the storm is very close then you are definitely bothered by something.

The Flowers
The flowers represent your children. If you do not currently have children, this section reflects how you would feel about children if you had them.

You said that the flowers seemed to be between the horse and the cube. This suggests that you and your partner will be equally involved and successful parents, in your mind. You feel that you have a good, prosperous family life or that you will do when you are a parent.

Your thoughts about the flowers were: "happy". These feelings can be related to how you feel about your children - do they scare you, make you happy or proud, or maybe just look pretty?

I'm Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges. If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story. You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses. A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

I'm Independent romantic
You don't really care about girls! You see them as friends and don't need one for you to be happy. Girls love this. You love to party and hang out with friends, and just have a good time. But be careful!! One day you'll probably just start seeing girls as more than friends so don't blow off all the girls now!! Keep being you!!

pardon me for those tests i did. im just bored!
the fcuking webbie gave me a error message for the second time running. oh wells the information on the personality test got cut off halfway and to hell with it. roars!

holiday is damn boring now with nothing to do. i wanna go shopping!

2007-12-09T08:45:00.000-08:00

ive been studying with you lately for the past few days really enjoyed the time! :) anyway all the best for your papers if you are reading my this post. no matter how tired or how moody you are remember to continue studying and dont give up! you will pull it through this period.

my study period is getting shorter and shorter.
take for example last semester i started mugging a week before the CT and now im studying 4 days before the CT and hopefully i will pull it through this semester.

anyway i heard about the ALL ASIAN SCHOOL TOURNAMENT about how south africa kicked Six Pack ass. omg. i heard about them stepping and burning pass our guys. i really miss touch rugby alot!

kenneth is becoming fat from all the meals he had and going through each week without any exercise. ROARS!

tomorrow is my first paper on QLA! best of luck Lo4 and to all who are having their papers! all the best and JIAYOU!

snooze!

2007-12-01T19:29:00.000-08:00

stress stress and more stress!

5th december: LCOM (redundant module totally) AND MARKETING
10th december: QLA
11th december: IMGT
12th december: OPC (i think)

after that is party party and party! whoo. i cant believe we are reaching the end of the year soon! CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
time to do some serious shopping but for now i have to be reallllyyyy thrifty. i hope someone will buy me lunch everyday till school closes. haa.

anyway i just read yesterdays paper INSIGHT about the legacy of the 5 Singapore Dragon Boaters. i want my departure to be remembered by everyone too and having the Singapore flag laid on top of my casket.

already missed out a chance to play for Singapore in CoO. that was the biggest mistake ive actually made man. i want to have the jersey with Singapore name printed on top. ROARS!! if you just had your stitches will you still play in competition? i should have played! ARGH!!

i shall compile my shopping list man! lots to get in a short period of time. i need help shopping for a girl's present anyone care to help me! :)
whats the ideal present for a girl! HMMM!!! maybe just spend a wonderful night together will do! haa.

if you all read the sunday papers today, more and more teenagers are playing with the rubiks cude. i wanna solve my first cube too but i have no idea how to. heard theres formula for it maybe i shall spend my holidays figuring out maybe with the help of youtube videos and the internet. whoo.

ciaos! time to study! MUG HARD PEEPS! MUGGERS UNITE!

2007-11-26T22:55:00.003-08:00

if you are feeling down watch this short 10min47secs clip. might help cheer you up abit. :)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go

2007-11-25T04:58:00.000-08:00

woke up really early today for once at 6am!
im a walking zombie walking to bus stop and took 166 down to habourfront to meet russ and hao. eye candy is everywhere yo! gotta keep your eyes wide open to look out for chicks! ok im kidding but there are some hotties out there. registered and got our goodie bag which consist of waterbottle,cd,singlet,mat,towel,1.5l water and id band. i expected better though. sighh.

sat with TEAM RP under the coconut tree with ameers hammock beside us. totally cool to chill there in the morning but not when its noon time. we kinda got conned to come down early cos though the fixtures stated that our game starts at 1150, it dragged and got delayed till around 2pm or maybe later. caleb came down after his church service and he became our camera man! haa.

anyway we lost 3 matches out of 5. SOBSS. we are still getting the hang of the game and self-ref totally sucks. our opponents consists of SP (2teams), RP (2teams), MI and TP.

heres some photos!

vcapt aloy diving!

hang in there bro! (oops i grabbed his shorts but it was on purpose.)

ameer is great the scissors paper stone. we always get to start first!

thats not a touch pass! :) anyway i love his afro hair!

ok i attempted to step! trying to step on the beach wont work.

ok my bad! heres the evidence that i always one hand pass to the right! roarss!

my defending posture looks funny and awkward.

and of cos heres my team! :)

2007-11-23T20:26:00.000-08:00

so much to do in so little time!

common test is coming right after my class test and reports from 2 different modules. sighhh! i really hate this semester and i really wonder why im learning logistics communication. its like totally unrelevant at least to me, i haven no idea what my friends think about it. satellite to wires and stuff. its totally a electronic base stuff. to hell with it.

just heard from yx that individual report is due soon and it must be 10-15pages long. omg! theres also two class test on the 5th of december. both of the modules require alot of reading and memorizing! this time im so screwed! QLA i've already lost 10% cos i screwed it up and thinking it will be easy and im totally prepared for it. sobss.

im so in the festive mood yesterday in town. roads flooded with so many people and restuarants totally packed and queues stretching from one end to the other. whoo. enjoyed myself yesterday totally.

gotta prepare for beach touch tomorrow 8am at Sentosa. whooo! goodie bag and a day of fun touch rug on the beachh! YAY!

wanna know more about beach touch check out this webbie and click the link (tournaments) at the left hand side column. :)
http://www.touchsingapore.org/

2007-11-16T17:54:00.001-08:00

if you all have been watching enough drama, you should understand what im going to say here.

imagine this scene where this guy A is sitting at the bus stop and saw the girl he love being sent home by other guy. i totally understand the feelings which this guy A is going through.

ive learnt a valuable lesson of not assuming things if i dont know whats going on. bear that in mind people, never assume!

kelvin,fangzhi,yeehwee and mingquan came over and we cleared a botle of vodka apeach. guess what we completed it with 1 and 3/4 of coke as mixes. imagine the amount of vodka shots we actually had. ROARS. i think fangzhi,yeehwee and mingquan are going to hate me alot for making them drink so many shots. haaa. sorry peeps nad thank you all for acocmpanying me when im emo. i sure accompany you all the next time when its your turn to emo. we can all go club when theres event cos we have free entry. :) we should got St James Powerstation. set?

ive never felt so horrible after drinking. my whole body felt heavy and just fell "thump" on my bed. i managed to clear my stomach of alcohol after vomitting twice and almost knock out at the toilet bowl. head felt heavy as if weights had been tied to them. it was already around 3am and i still couldnt sleep. i kept tossing and turning on my bed but my stomach still feels uncomfortable as if im goingt to regurgitate anytime soon. burps after burps and still unable to hurl out whats left in my stomach.

alcohol helps you to run away from problems only for a moment and the after effect is horrible. swear not to drink so much anymore.

ok ciaos! 1009am time for soccer!!

2007-11-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

The NTL 2007 has come to a close with the following teams awarded the title of National Champions: -

Open Women B � Bucks Mohito�s
Open Women A � Wanderers Toa
Open Men A � Wanderers
Open Mixed A � Wanderers
Open Mixed B � Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Masters - Bedok Kings
Masters B � Marina Bay Storm

2007-11-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

back to my team after 2 weeks of rest! my stamina deteriorated man and i sucked at touch rugby now. ROARS. RP's playing for the tournament sucks totally. they seriously need some backup plan when things didnt turn up what they expected it to be. it seriously annoys people when our team travel from NP all the way to RP and the games are cancelled! HELLO WE CAB DOWN YO!

at least we won both of our games though its unofficial.

i hate annoying people so just get off my back! ROARS.

2007-11-12T04:23:00.000-08:00

plaster is finally removed and the wound is healing nicely.
now the problem is whether im completely fit to play sports again.
my mom is stopping me from playing till a week later or something but i wanna get back to my team tomorrow. dilemma.

anyway tomorrows game is against waffle i think. level with us at same points in RP CUP i think. SWEEET!

i love daughtry's song OVER YOU!
go and listen to it if you all have time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4C_oHwLcivY

2007-11-05T19:55:00.000-08:00

coolness! im removing my stitches tomorrow.
YAY YAY!! anyway i received my NP jacket yesterday!
sweet shit! i wore it immediately i reached class!
its great to be in school again man, having friends around me.
ciaos time to get ready for school.

2007-11-03T21:18:00.000-07:00

[heres the talking part in the music video]
如果能讓我重新再來一次
我希望我不曾出現在妳的生命裡。

哪裏有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什麼天这麼安静
所有云都跑到我这裏

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃

你要离开我知道更简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

words kill!

watch what comes out from your mouth next time when you all make a comment or when you exclaim to someone what you saw. i experienced it first hand!

so i guess its time to say goodbye till things settle down. i dont like when you push me away to someone else. i cant love others the way i love you. damn why am i posting this onto the blog when i know you peeps will laugh at me. i just wanna get it off my chest so just listen to me whine. i know you are angry now when i said bye in the last message to you. forgive me if you saw this post. just let you know that im always here for you.

see you all on monday! stitches will be removed on wednesday!

2007-11-03T01:34:00.000-07:00

had nothing much to do at home while waiting for leave house for dinner so i decided to emo for awhile listening to Jay's Feng, Liu gen hong's Cai Hong Tian Tang and i stumble upon this comment.

jamesto447
this is an awesome song
the story to this mv actually has 3 parts to it
1st part-jay chou-feng
2nd part-li ge hong-cai hong tian tang
3rd part-jay chou-cai hong

have no idea if its a fact. :S

by the way Cai Hong is such a nice song. im going to buy his new album when it debuts. :)
EMO EMO EMO!

i hate this! i cant play soccer today with my cliques! ROARS! at least you accompanied me im happy!

2007-10-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

going to be out from sports for quite awhile.
accidents do happen man and you can never avoid them. ROARS
think im going to have phobia of diving for awhile or maybe not.
parents are nagging already why i always get injured. well, its all part and parcel of playing sports right?

wont be going school tomorrow too i guess. i needa visit the doctor again. anybody wanna accompany me?

thanks for accompanying me yesterday! :)

a total of 6 stitches.

2007-10-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

finally, one item striked out from my wishlist!
SWEET! im so so excited!
MY NP JACKET IS COMING! WHOO!

on other hand, second week of school passed and i havent been listening to any lectures and yes im lost during tutorials. im so so dead. time to start listening and stop playing my psp during lectures.

im a really patient person, i'll wait! :)

2007-10-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

NP MIXED TEAM CHAMPIONS! ROARS!

cousie wedding was darn cool love his 3 different attires today. his wife look drop dead gorgeous! well, you two have my best wishes! i wanna carry his child soon which is estimated march next week. sweeet.

i love his wedding photos. they took it at krabi island,thailand which was really romatic. i wanna take mine at hawaii!!!

i wonder hows mine going to be like?

2007-10-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

finally things are smooth sailing for me.

went to school late again for the 3rd time this week sinced school started on monday. tskk! yeehwee had advance theory today while i had my basic theory sheesh. i left at 12 during the 1hour break. met yeehwee's friend to go BBDC together, i was freaking nervous man! i swear its worst than playing a official competition really! i managed to get my attendance marked though for the next class. :)

i took my own sweet time doing the test and i cant help but peep at people's screen when they click END TEST button. failing rate was high! *bite nails* FAILED. damn damn i checked my test 3 times before i submit. PASSED! whooo! *hops*

BBDC is my JINX! never fail to have some shit happening to me like yesterday when i didnt cap my sigg bottle properly and the water leaked. luckily my hard drive didnt get soaked with water.

ooh some fucker stole 70bucks from me on tuesday! hope your fingers rot man! bitch! anyway i still wanna thank you for not stealing my hp and the rest of my cash (60bucks) but i still think your are a rather dumb fuck! a total of 130bucks you could have went off with plus a sony ericsson phone but you didnt. i wonder should i call you a dumb fuck or a kind soul but still FUCK YOU!

2007-10-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

had NTL today with Merrill Lynch Bovines!
well, our team was basically being complacent now as we had already trashed them flat in the past 4 games. our team initially wanted to play "youtube style" once we lead them. coach, however, told us off for being too complacent and wanted us to play properly. FINAL SCORE 13-3.

our team's improving, really glad to see that and our guys are playing better now as a team! sweet.

having alot of "battle scars" now from the games we had! darnn its itchy and it hurts sometimes. thank god im tan so the cuts arent really visible unless you look closely but still booo!! reminisce the feeling of diving for a try really rocks socks yo!

schools starting on monday finally having a fixed plan each day unlike during the holidays waking up each day at 12 and thinking what am i suppose to do. sighhh! my timetable kinda sucks though ending each day at 5pm. ROARS!

BTT on 17th this month, feeling unconfident about it sinced the first try. sighhh! you know being told that its freaking easy and shouldnt fail which i did really makes me feel much inferior. what if i fail again damn it. maybe im just thinking too much now.

night people!

2007-10-11T09:29:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/user/comeonmotherfucker

power pack team! SWEET SHIT! by the way its on touch rugby.
-----------------------------------------------------------
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQb1QqReWwg

check this power rapper out!

2007-10-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

im going mad already!
piece of advise dont do things which will leave you to regret!
alot of things are going through my head now til im going to burst!
HELP!! shall rot the next few days at home!

i want a new bag now,a new small crumpler bag!

2007-10-03T21:23:00.001-07:00

ZOUK was really fun last night.
went there to celebrate with engkeong as he FINALLY turned 18 on tueday. sweet!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!

went with nee,jenn,engkeong,victor,weiming,yeni and bella. later some of their friends turned up too! saw shi,karvina and cheryl there later and they dragged me to the dance floor from phuture to mambo. damn mambo was helluva fun man!!

snoozed at 5am!
PEACEOUT!

2007-09-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

me,san and yh! last day on our way back.

at a japanese restuarant in TIMES SQUARE. YUMMY!

fangzhi,yh,me and kelvin. say "bleah"

2007-09-29T20:42:00.000-07:00

what a tiring day yesterday but i still had lotsa fun!

soccer in the morning didnt go as well as expected cos the seniors had lotsa people and they wanted us to go somewhere else to play. ended up my friends arguing with the seniors and we left for lunch while waiting for them to tire out. void deck soccer was totally duper fun using dustbins as the goal. 4 aside soccer! :)

NTL went well too although we had 3 guys only with no substitutes. we played 4 girls and 2 guys instead of the 3 girls and 3 guys. i managed to score 2 tries today YAY!! :)

accompanied by bestie CC to holland! darn i am so nice! haaa. bought my first rugby jersey! COOLSHIT! :P

vivy is back from vietman yesterday. why so many good things happen in a day. :) got my bicker buddy back safe and sound! :)

2007-09-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging and people have been asking when i will update so yeahh heres the latest post although nothing significant happened.

my hair is screwed up the moment she laid the shaver on my hair. i was like ehhh :S and *vrrr* there goes my hair. being irritated at the sight, i just told her to shave and now poof now my hair is short! -.-"

went to chill with hwee san and si nee yesterday after watching a movie. we now pronounce you chuck and larry! its a damn hilarious show, filled with never ending comedy! great show to watch if you are feeling down! we sat at esplanade and talked till around 4am plus while enjoying the moon. emo huh! haa.

lixue said i am a shy boy! OMG!

2007-09-15T20:51:00.001-07:00

leaving tomorrow to malaysia.
time flies huh,blink of an eye and i am leaving for my adventure trip already.
results out on friday, i did better than last semester! contented already :)

yesterday match we drew against BUCKS which we lost the last round with them. this time score was a 5-5 :) SWEEET!

miss me peeps.
will be back on 20th!

2007-09-11T03:01:00.000-07:00

time to start updating about past few events which happened. my blog have been left untuched for quite sometime now.

had NTL last saturday and we lost to BUCKS 7/6-3. i cant really remember the score but yeahh aint that bad really.

mom bought a tv series called HOUSE m.d which is a damn freaking nice show about medicine. it just struck me hard how life can be so fragile at times when virus or diseases just began to attack our bodies without us knowing and when we are admitted to hospital its just too late. i decided to go healthy now and if i can avoid unhealthy food i should avoid.

holidays getting boring with nothing to do! how i wish school would just reopen without exams or tests! :(

2007-09-05T06:01:00.001-07:00

i add new questions and also corrected an error about my jackets. i made a mistake there by counting wrongly. :)

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-09-02T20:34:00.002-07:00

try taking my test. :)
nevermind if you didnt score well but try it yeahh!

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-09-02T20:34:00.001-07:00

try taking my test. :)
nevermind if you didnt score well but try it yeahh!

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-08-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

ok i agree that i was bored so did some tests.
try it if you want! :)

ok this is the most rubbish though.
its like so not true as i dont have a girlfriend.

2007-08-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

been raining heavily the past few days! hope today soccer wont be cancelled due to the rain again. noobs have been hogging the court every sunday seriously if you have time go watch them play "soccer"

exams are over and yet i dont feel over the moon or anything. its like oh exams over YAY! -.-

now i am left with nothing to do and maybe should hit town again. i havent been to town in ages man. time to hit town with my friends soon.

i hate it when friends come and goes. why cant everyone stay by your side and never leave. 24 hours is never enough for everyone.

watch 881 only when you have nothing better to do. thanks FZ for dragging me to this movie and thanks for sponsering the 2bucks for me. haaa!!

worst thing to do after exams!
GO HOME! :S WTF!

2007-08-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

爱你不是爱给别人看

2007-08-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

had my SCM paper today really glad that its finally over. weather was really chilly today and my paper is held at convention hall. its freaking cold in there although i had my jacket on that time. i was already freezing like mad in there and didnt have enough tissue with me!! i think i was distracting alot of people around me! OOPPS the paper was ok anyway.

after the paper, had lunch then stayed in school awhile and wait for the rain to stop before i left with fz to clementi for pool. met up with yeowhui and royston played pool first then suddenly yeowhui wanna watch SECRETS so we went to watch. first stop at vivo and then to tiong bahru but apparently they aint screening in anymore. had eudora to do me a favour to check the net for JE timing and we went down. i felt so foreign to that place like i dont belong there. WEIRD!!

dear boys finally came out a new volume, waited like months for it and finally its out. the author really dragged the story too long like for 3 books and yet it hasnt finish the match. :S

SECRETS is really nice anyway or am i too emotional!

2007-08-13T07:03:00.000-07:00

i am feeling damn depressed now but i know its for today only so yeahh i will feel better tomorrow.

for those who know i had two test today and the morning test starts at 915am. i travelled to bukit batok mrt today to take a cab to the centre to have my test. i reached bukit timah at 830am and walked out to the nearest road to flag a cab. well, being really really unlucky today ( never been so unlucky before ) all the cab is either had a passenger on it or its on call. i walked from one spot to the other to flag a cab but to no avail. i couldnt even call a cab as i have no idea where the hell i am and most likely i will give the wrong direction. finally at around 845am i manage to get a cab and i told the uncle BBDC. he replied "i dont know wheres that place, could you direct me?" i was like "i not sure where too" (-.-) so i have to alight and another lucky passenger manage to get the cab. sheesh!! on my watch 850am and i thought there goes my paper i wont reach on time. luckily, another cab came by and i hop on. the driver was really cheerful and yeahh he encouraged me on but yet i still failed! sorry to those who held high expectations of me. :( :(

QMGT didnt went really well too! the paper was a killer but i think i will still manage to grab at least 50marks from the teacher. :)

went to catch Secrets from jaychou.
its a really touching story, well, at least to me.

totally unlucky today or maybe i am thinking too much.
tomorrow will be a better day.

2007-08-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

feeling totally screwed up this week and having hell lot of problems with my stuffs now. dont ask me why cos i dont know why myself.

just got back from long hours of studies feeling mentally exhuasted.

week 2 of NTL now and heard the next team we are meeting is NTL representative. this time might be a stronger team so hope the best team wins. :)

exam is like coming now.
1) 10th aug
2) 13th aug
3) 18th aug
4) 23rd aug
5) 24th aug

come on kenneth jiayou!!

2007-08-04T08:38:00.001-07:00

we won today against the bucks team, which consists of pure american team. they werent as good as we thought they were. the final score was 13-0 with NP team victorious. its super tiring as we had 6substitutes but we pulled through. well done team!

turf is super inaccessible. BOOOO!

having headache now shall go turn in.

i love this quote very much.
台上一分鐘, 台下十年功!

2007-08-01T06:31:00.001-07:00

i am feeling really stressed now and as things are going to more hectic as time goes by. :( i just got "shoot" at by my SCM teacher. he said people sitting at the far corner of the class usually wont do well for his exams. hey hey cher, i just scored at least 80% and above for your test so why not look through my grades before saying me. i abmit i wasnt listening in class but at least i put in the effort for your papers.

i just realised that class tests and exams are coming up real soon and its time to get my engine started and put my laziness aside for 1 month. i will enjoy myself during my KL trip then with my friends in SEPT. :)

i will be having NTL for the next 10 weeks straight at turf city. it will be my first tournament represeting NP touch rugby.

oh i will be getting the jackets done up soon at least before the holidays starts.

jiayou kenneth and jiayout to everyone who are having exams coming up. :)
ALL THE WAY!

quote: you reap what you sow ( i really believe in this quote )

2007-07-28T11:22:00.000-07:00

i am going to have our jackets done up soon like maybe wednesday.
so make up your minds before wednesday k and then i will get comfirmation from the class.
whether to have the our class printed on will be decided by majority.

thanks alot.

2007-07-20T22:18:00.000-07:00

people have been asking me how is the jacket coming along so here's the latest update. we will continue to make the jacket and for those who doesnt want to make it can choose not to. :)

there wont be anymore embroidery but instead we print the number onto the jacket. it will be in GOLD. i not sure if you all want to print our class onto the jacket so tell me if you all want to have it. if you want to know whether the jacket material is nice can ask those who seen it at queensway.

2007-07-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

soccer at NP again on sunday! whoo!
going to be duper fun! i just finished my SCM report!
feel much relaxed now, shall do up my powerpoint slides tomorrow since i am free.
shall go sleep already! nights

2007-07-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

been quite awhile already and people have been asking when i am going to update again. well heres it is.

projects and reports are like suffocating me already, lots to be done it such a short period of time. SCM is due on monday and i have 2 more questions left to be done. my powerpoint slides is like not even done!!

HEY GORGEOUS is finally over for fangzhi i wonder whether is he happy that its over or is he disappointed that he isint selected. hmm! saw fiona xie, ben and darren in NP campus today! oh wells, had fun today accompanying fangzhi! he can be so nervous until his hand is cold! tskkk!

i am dying for a break!

2007-07-13T23:06:00.000-07:00

finally, I&E is over and QMGT presentation is over and while ECOM presentation is due like on monday. arghh! polytechnic is never a meant for slackers and cos if you were to slack you are a goner!

anyway i spent like my entire friday in school from 8-12am then spend my saturday morning in the auditorium watching movies. i am such a nice boy attending yee hwee's movie marathon although i am beat refereeing all the matches for my own I&E. eng keong stall went well i think, at least better than what i expected. they manage to sold out everything they have except jellies! cool!

movie marathon was tiring although all you have to do is sit and watch the movie. kenneth is not able to stay awake past 3am!! drill this in!! ARGHHH! came home at 7am this morning, immediately unpacked my stuff wash up and jump into my cosy bed and SNOOZE till 2pm. whooo.

okok enough of crapping time to settle my ECOM before yee hwee yells at me.
ciaos

2007-07-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

the class jacket idea is postponed till my I&E is settled ok?
i am so busy and packed with stuff till i am quite lost now.
tomorrow is my I&E already so i hope everything runs well tomorrow.

i need a break seriously. oh oh join the up coming KL TRIP!
I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER!!!

2007-07-09T07:22:00.001-07:00

kenneth is feeling stressed and irritated for no apparent reason right now! :(
anyway my knee recovered already and many thanks to those who prayed for me and told me to take care of my knee! MANY THANKS!!

my I&E is getting nearer! hope things will work out for us on that day.

went to KBOX today and i shall take back what i said the other time that kbox sucks! its really quite fun!! :) whooo.

2007-07-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

a fight almost broke up today between two teams and talk about being so excited about seeing people fighting! teams not following rules stated and teams playing rough and dirty! oh oh plus being a BIG TIME SORE LOSER! i know its stinks to lose but a game is a game and theres always a loser and a winner!

went around with carols help to ask teams to join us for captains ball! really hope to have more teams for my I&E!!! wish my team lotsa luck!!

2007-07-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

i think i shall post something on a show i just watched on AXN called HOUSE!

well, its basically about weird illness or diseases that this hospital is trying to cure and explain the diseases. i just witnessed a patient who had a big swell up tongue and bursting of his testicals and his eyes! imagine this patient who is urinating in the toilet suddenly screamed " its getting bigger" to the doctor in-charge and then "POP" blood splattered onto the doctors face!

gross huh!!